Failing at work .... again

Well I guess the title sums it up. I am failing my course and I am not even a term in. Rock and Roll. I don't really think I am cut out for all this work bullshit. I think I should just drop out and fuck around the rest of my life. At least I will focus on the things that matter rather than all this crap people shove down our throats. But I guess thats all stupid talk eh? We all got family and we gotta look after em even if we wanna do something else with our life. I guess I'm just pissed off. a. because I am failing at something again and b. cos I wanna go outside and garden my vegtables are dying at home My friends tell me I am a hippy I don't think so but maybe this just proves it
Its not all doom and gloom though I am just being very teenagery 18 still acting like I was 13! I am enjoying the freedom of uni life and some of the course I am just not doing any work. standard. Got in a band again yay we are doing jazzy funky stuff (and a little bit of grunge!) its cool the drummers from new orleans so knows all this cool music its great. I forgot how good it is being in a band playing good music hopefully I don't get kicked out this time
Football is cool too. My uni hall is top of the league but we have a hard game on sunday hopefully we will win inshallah but we will see I think I will play defensive midfield but try and play some passes but we will see. I am so upset about england though. SO depressing I just can't believe it I really can't. I can't explain how gutted I feel.


on a lighter note check out this cool lego gramaphone its sweet I am gonna buy some mindstorm stuff and build it its cool
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also please check out my m8 here he is in my hall and yeah check him out but leave comments plz!


Jabir